Goals

I figure that I would blog about my goals and kind of goals that I set for myself. I have three different types of goals, Mini goals, small goals, and a overall goal.

My mini goals are a weekly goal. A goal that I set for myself every week and if I hit that goal I get to eat whatever I want Tuesday for supper as a award. Example this week my mini goal is to lose a pound and a half then I would have loss a whopping 15 pounds in total, and if I hit my goal I get to get I good old feed of fish and chips.

My small goals are goals with a cut off date,could be a month or two. My first small goal is to be below the 200s before Dave gets home for his hoildays which is on fathers day. I will probably reward myself if I hit this goal but I wont plan anything til am there. This small goal has been in the works since he lefted the end of April.

And my overall goal, is just that. A weight that I would be happy with. Which is for me 170, now with the height and everything my weight should be probably 125, 130 so why is my overall goal 170?? Because when I hit 170 that is when I will be ok with myself to start trying for another baby. I want to bebale to take cute baby belly pictures and show it off. I didnt feel like I could with my last.

Well they are my goals. I fine the mini goals REALLY help you get though the week.

Weight in Tuesday times 2

Ok ok I know, I know, I miss last weeks weight in. I didnt miss it because I did weigh myself I just didn't blog it. So here was last weeks.

Started off weight: 218
Last week weight:207.7
Current weight: 206
Down 1.7 pounds
Total weight loss: 12 pounds

Now this week weight in

Start weight:218
Last week weight: 206
Current weight: 204.5
Down 1.5 pounds
Total weight loss: 13.5 pounds!

Yay me!!! I stopped meassuring I just stop I didn't like it haha.
My next mini goal lose another 1.5 pounds for a even 15 pound lost!!

Next blog will be about my goals

BACK!!

FINALLY!! I have gotten a new laptop!! Which is why I haven't blog for almost a month. Anyway not much right now to blog only that tomorrow is weight in day!! I haven't lost has much as I thought, my NEW scales, yes I said NEW scales!!! yay best birthday ever, anyway they had me at 209 instead of 205. Which I took with a grain of salt but at least now I got a better scale. Now am at 207.7 and tomorrow I will let you know how I did. I stopped measuring because I couldn't keep up with that lol. I really don't think that I will make my end of June goal, which was to be below 200 by the time hubby comes home from overseas for his hltas. Anyway this is only a catch up post tomorrow I will post the regular weight in Tuesday!! Take care!

Mom Life

So this post isn't going to be about weight, food, or the scale, It's the story of my life has a Mom.

It started almost two years in May of 08, I just turned 23 and switich birth control. I knew I was pregnant right away, it is crazy how in tune you can be with your body. I knew weeks before I could test, so since I couldn't test what did I do...I Google! Dave and I were together 3 and a half years at the time engaged for a year and a half of that. Now something you should know we weren't trying for a baby. Yes, like any engaged couple we have talked about it and where we would like to be first before trying. I had it all planned (Dave just went along) I wanted to be 25 before trying for our first, then 28 for the second. Now we knew that noone is truely "Really" ready for a baby but, we would want to be at the place that we could save money and maybe a second car. Which by the way we were going it looked like everything was working out has plan. Til middle May

Mom just lefted from a trip up for my 23th birthday and first birthday away from family. I just started Weight watchers and life was good, Both of us had jobs, I LOVE my job and money was good. We had a two bedroom house, our cats and dog the perfect family. One day I started feeling off and I could SMELL everything, it wasn't fit I even had Dave change his wash because all of a sudden I could stand the smell of it. My boss even joked one day that maybe I was pregnant!! Now at this point I have already started to googling but when she said it, it HIT home. Could I actully be PREGNANT!! Life was great and I was on birth control....BIRTH CONTROL!!! and have been for over 3 years with not even a scare before. So how could this be.

So then I waited, waited to beable to test. Dave knew something was on my mind so I told him. So together we waiting and tested maybe 5 times before it was time too. Then my sister and her boyfriend came up for a week, the same week I could test!! So we stopped tested til they left. I loved having them up for the week, but couldn't really enjoyed it since I had a hugh "what if?" going around in my head. So finally the week ended and we went and got another box of tests. Then we waitied again for the longest min in our lives. Then I went in looked down and there it was the (+)sign.......

Weight in Tuesday :(

So I hate the scale!!! Apparently am up 2 pounds.Which I can't see happening!! Am hoping that once I have a good scale this wont happen because you never can really read the line scales. This week I had also started messuring, so I will be putting that on here too and add my messurement to this weekly weight in too. I look at it has atleast am still down 11 pounds over all, it just puts a downer on my june goal of being out of the 200s. So here it is

Starting weight:218
Goal by Nov:170
Last week:205
This week:207
Up 2 Pounds

upper right arm.......15 1/2inchs
upper left arm..........15inchs
bust.........................42 1/2inchs
hips..........................44 1/2inchs
upper right leg...........26inchs
upper left leg.............26inchs
waist by belly button...42 1/2inchs
calf left.......................17inchs
calf right.....................17inchs

So that is weight in Tusday for this week, A downer but still down 11 pounds overall!!
Hopefully this bad week will mean a better one next week!

Sad Day

Today was a hard day. Dave lefted for 7 mths, the only thing that keeps me together is that I got the better half of this deal. I feel so bad for Dave and can't image how hard it would be to leave my family for 7 months. I am so proud of him!!! And I know that Alice is too. I am so happy that I get to get away for this first month to be with family. And now that his gone I got more drive to lose this weight and be HOT for my soldier.

Tomorrow is weight in day and like I said yesturday I am scare. I feel no different from last week and today I am just feeling Blah. I know it is because Dave left BUT I feel like a big blah. Hopefully tomorrow I will go down that is all I want to go be down. It would lift my spirits So much.

This week comming up with my parents being here I got no clue if that will help me or ruin me. I think Help I hope for help because No fast food at all!! Except for my birthday dinner which will be saturday we are going to swiss chalet, which isnt that bad right?? Chicken is good. But leaving here and going back home with them is going to be the killer because of ALL the fast food back home that I LOVE and cant get here. But I just got to keep my head straight on.

Enough thinking for tonight.

New Pants!!

So we went out today, so that Dave could pick up a few last min things before he leaves us tomorrow for 7 months. And while we were out I did something that I havent done in what must been two years, I bought new pants!!! Something for summer since I plan to be out walking alot. I am so happy with myself! Because for two years, I wasnt happy with my weight enought to care how I look. Now knowing that I will stick with this plan I
care enought to be comfy with how I work out this summer.

Tuesday is weight in day, I got no clue what to except this week. I am actully scare to step on the scale. I feel no different this week so am hoping even for a couple of pounds downwards. Hopefully I will get a good scale for my birthday, that I will beable to read with no second question.

I am sad to say that Dave leaves tomorrow for 7 months :( It is going to be a very hard day since he doesnt leave til 5:30pm. So am going to get up and get my t zone done nice and early so we can spend the rest of the day together. It will be hard for me but I cant image what he will go thru leaving his 14 month old daughter. Yes he has left before but NEVER this long. Good thing is that he will be back the end of June!! I only got 5 days to myself til my parents gets here!! and then We are off to head back home til June. So these first couple of months for me will go by fast.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day :(