Mom Life

So this post isn't going to be about weight, food, or the scale, It's the story of my life has a Mom.

It started almost two years in May of 08, I just turned 23 and switich birth control. I knew I was pregnant right away, it is crazy how in tune you can be with your body. I knew weeks before I could test, so since I couldn't test what did I do...I Google! Dave and I were together 3 and a half years at the time engaged for a year and a half of that. Now something you should know we weren't trying for a baby. Yes, like any engaged couple we have talked about it and where we would like to be first before trying. I had it all planned (Dave just went along) I wanted to be 25 before trying for our first, then 28 for the second. Now we knew that noone is truely "Really" ready for a baby but, we would want to be at the place that we could save money and maybe a second car. Which by the way we were going it looked like everything was working out has plan. Til middle May

Mom just lefted from a trip up for my 23th birthday and first birthday away from family. I just started Weight watchers and life was good, Both of us had jobs, I LOVE my job and money was good. We had a two bedroom house, our cats and dog the perfect family. One day I started feeling off and I could SMELL everything, it wasn't fit I even had Dave change his wash because all of a sudden I could stand the smell of it. My boss even joked one day that maybe I was pregnant!! Now at this point I have already started to googling but when she said it, it HIT home. Could I actully be PREGNANT!! Life was great and I was on birth control....BIRTH CONTROL!!! and have been for over 3 years with not even a scare before. So how could this be.

So then I waited, waited to beable to test. Dave knew something was on my mind so I told him. So together we waiting and tested maybe 5 times before it was time too. Then my sister and her boyfriend came up for a week, the same week I could test!! So we stopped tested til they left. I loved having them up for the week, but couldn't really enjoyed it since I had a hugh "what if?" going around in my head. So finally the week ended and we went and got another box of tests. Then we waitied again for the longest min in our lives. Then I went in looked down and there it was the (+)sign.......